So remember when I mentioned I may be doing let's play videos? SO MUCH FOR THAT!
I mean in all honesty it would have been great but ever since Google+ took over youtube I have no use for the place anymore, I absolutely refuse to use Google+ to use YouTube so I guess no let's play videos, oh well, I found something else to keep me busy. Video game making and comic making. Also don't worry I am still drawing but I need either a bigger scanner or smaller paper because my whole entire pictures won't fit into my small scanner.
I recently found out my college near here doesn't teach game design or coding and I can't move out of the province because if I do I won't have disability benefits and you know how hard it is for someone with a mental disorder to get a job here, you pretty much get judged based on your handwriting and those of you with mental disorders should probably already know that you can't help having sloppy writing. SO I am pretty much stuck and have to self teach myself.
On a good note I went camping at one point before winter hit here and I sang karaoke and the song I sang was "Toy Soldiers by Martika" and after I finished I got a big applause from everyone. Then this one woman who was apparently a professional musician of some sorts ran up to me and told me I should sing for a living because I had the voice for it and I was internally screaming and that pretty much sums up the point in my life right now where I am debating on whether I should sing for a living to get more money and not have to live on benefits for much longer or because I am so full of social anxiety I should just sit in my house where it is safe and waste a big opportunity????